Tuesday, January 10, 2006

And now I'm back

Okay.

I'm breathing now. (for drama show... see previous blog of about... oh three minutes ago)

I'm not a failure. I'm very smart (Jenn says so and she's really smart so she must be right).

Reasons I'm smart.
  1. realizing that I am unhappy and doing something about
  2. realizing that I am ignoring aspects of my life that I love like my friends, family, and artwork
  3. realizing that going to school for thirty two months straight is insane
  4. realizing that attending school for another year means I can apply to places like University of Victoria, UBC, SFU, as well as UNBC
So I'm not crying anymore, though I can't promise I won't again because I am a complete spaz, but I promise that I won't cry about this decision. And even though I want to go back and delete my last blog, I won't because I think it's hilarious that I had a nervous breakdown in blogdom. Heh. Wheeeeeeeeee for me.

In other news, I got a kick ass japanese animation artbook that displays all the popular artists right now and it's amazing. I got it with the gift certificate from my aunt and cousins. I love them.

6 comments:

jenn said...

Um, in your break-down post you mentioned how you "had been drinking"...

dude, you had ONE vodka and coke. Short.


Hee. I can post this because you are sitting next to me and you laughed and said "yeah" when I said that out loud.

Julia said...

well, as jenn has pointed out, and as i'd like to point out, you could take like 8 more years to finish and you would still beat both of us.

and i think you are making a very mature and very wise decision.

obiwanleone

Melly said...

Yeah, I did too much school for too long without taking a break. You know what I learned? Counselling is expensive ;-)

Good job for trying to create balance for yourself; that's more important anyway.

Anonymous said...

You have made some good decisions darling and they were ones you came to on your own, perhaps with a little help from family and friends, which is as it should be.

Love Mom

The Bears said...

I think you chose the wise path. Education should never get in the way of learning.

OK Bye
Noel "Snowflake" Chompsky

J S said...

Boy, everyone has all these wise comments and all I was going to say was "yeah, you totally are very much smart" (so smart I bet you can't help but correct that statement).

And maybe now you will have more time to spend with ME!